there is a gaping emptiness inside of me. i am so tired of being alive. i feel so dead. i feel guilty. i feel ashamed. i feel like i’ve lost all purpose. i feel like i will never be happy with who i am or where i go. i feel lonely. i want to sit in the dark and sleep forever. i want silence. i want peace. i want to be loved. i want to love. i want to feel alive. i want something

lyrics-and-music:

Upside Down // The Story So Far

I’m not really feeling anything today. Just emptiness. A tired longing, maybe, but emptiness all the same..

i want to kill myself. but i’m a coward. i am such a coward. i am such a lonely coward. i am such a lonely fucking coward

Anonymous asked: when you say you like a boy named rami what do you mean?

it means i like a boy named rami haha

There is so much emptiness inside of me. Everything and nothing, all at once, just eating away at me.

will i ever be loved?

i really like this boy. his name is rami. he’s palestinian. i’ve got church in the morning. i’m so sad. i feel so dead inside. so fucking dead inside dude

“i could find the things that i’ve left behind tonight if i try”

i have such a nice ass man

Anonymous asked: hi i just wanted to say that you're painfully attractive and i'd be so down to make out if you were closer lol

Thanks anon bet ur a looker too